Waterproofmascaraday: the weekday formerly known as "Thursday"

So I don't even know where to begin, really. It's been such an emotional roller-coaster these last two weeks (has it only been two weeks? feels like longer). So we had trouble with our visas, some minor miscommunication with a dash of complete newbish confusion, befuddled by the enormity of this whole thing, means that they decided that it wasn't going to work out this time. However, they are interviewing another candidate this weekend and will let us know if they decide to go forward with their search or not. It feels like this whole thing was a dream that just evaporated upon waking. I'm not sure I understand the full purpose of it all yet....I'm trying to keep my eyes on God and trust that this is for the best, but I'm really really disappointed, much more than I thought I would be. More later, I have to go cry through another box of tissue.